LeapYear96

    So i thought that my love of sketching will live long, but i was wrong. I know now that people grow up and they have to give up somethings along side with their hobby. I stop sketching now ... and when i try to sketch i just stare at the paper and just get up from the chair and just clean and watch t.v. When i just started doing that i thought to myself, " So...this is how it feels ... I never thought this day would come". I almost feel sad , but .... it was bound to happen. I just never thought it would happen ... you know. I'm 18 going to be 19 next year. I guess what i'm trying to say is ... I think it's over ... my love of sketching i

since my world turned in to a mess. i feel that i should care more of my family. So, i stop at draw and sketching habit and pay more attention on my family.   Everything turn more horrible when my little princes past away. Till then, i try not drawing at all! But my mom said i should draw more since my little man (my 10 year old brother) said way before his past away....that he missed my draw and he'll till me the sillies cartoon characters to draw for him like T.v boy for the amazing world of gumball     robot that has sharp finger and float static or something that will be named after his favorite name REX or that's what he wanted to

.....my brother Genesis 10 year old had past away....at Feb.13.13.....it really hard for me to handle... so many things has happen since last may.....my parents are apart, good friends are gone, my brother(genesis) had a heart problem, and now he's not suffering anymore. god i miss him....he was to young...but i guess is for the best for what world we live in.....he's finally walking , running, and jumping. i will miss him and hope to met him there beside god... Genesis i love you: April 26, 2002-Feb 13, 2013 i think...i should just close this account....i can't draw like i used to....or-i...i don't know.